having a rough time lately. career isn't going the way i had hoped. ran out of real estate start up money before business started flowing. in need of a pay check. so now i'm looking into doing on-site agent work for new home builders with pay plus commission. waiting to hear back from an interview, the fingers are crossed, but they said they have three strong candidates so hopes are not up for that one.
feels like i've been treading water and that beautiful beach is still far out of reach. i'm a strong person. takes alot to break me, but i'm broken. broken and far from home. which makes everything feel 100 times worse. i'm beat down and desperate to get back to normalcy. whatever that is. take one step and get kicked two steps back. since my own personal strength is weak i've really been leaning hard on faith.
maybe this is a lesson to teach me that i really should do all things through Him. you know, ask and thou shall receive. still waiting for his reply...i'll keep you posted.
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