Sunday, July 24, 2005



It should be quite obvious from my last posting that things have gotten a little crazy and stressful in my life. The wedding is approaching, I have my review for my job, and my fiance has been interviewing for a clutch new job. I was frustrated at life. And then, Life reminded why it was so great. My fiance and I needed to go to the beach to take care of wedding details. I was none-to excited knowing it was going to be all business. No play time for Sarah! When we got to the beach our appointments that I thought would take all day were taken care of before lunch. Usually the pace of life at the beach is a slow crawl, but not this weekend. Everyone was on the ball and before I knew it we had a whole day for whatever. Mike and I did something we have not done in a long time. We relaxed! We had the best day! We went to the historical little town of Beaufort. We wondered through the little privately owned shops, ate fresh seafood, toured a 300yr. old cemetery that was oddly and creepily beautiful, saw blackbeard's shack of a house, and the best part we took a sunset cruise passed the HMS Bounty (the pirate ship used in Pirates of the Caribbean). What a differance a day makes! I wish everyone could have the chance to experience a day like this! I am refreshed, recharged, and ready for whatever life has to throw at me. As long as life throws me a few more days like this...I'm good.

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

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Why does my "to do" list keep growing despite my best attempts to mark off the items?
Why do I get so fired up about things, just to make a plan of action that never takes flight?
If life is just about motions with no real finish line, why plan and worry and stress!!???!!
Why can't I ever be satisfied?
Where does this come from?
Where did I get the impression that I should be Perfect!! UUGGHHH!
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